Ah, if only Salvador Dali were ugly... [ewww, no, i didn't mean the real one]
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Hmmm...for four months, i've known Salvador Dali [it's how I like to call him], an exchange student here for a semester. For four months, we've talked about everything except boys...and girls, of course. Which should have triggered my gaydar...but it didn't.
Today, Salvador Dali decided to come out....on his last week here. He said he kept thinking about it, he wasn't sure, he felt insecure, bla bla bla, the point is, despite the fact that we shared the same roof [along with around 800 other people in the residence], Salvador Dali didn't tell me...and guess what he used as the most logical reason for not telling me: He wasn't sure I was gay...He said sometimes he thought I was, but then, he thought I was European, so it was lost in the europeanness...Then, he said, he wasn't even sure if I was European because he met me at a private residence party and not the "international students' party" and since he is only into foreign men, he didn't want to come after me because maybe I was not "foreign"...
After talking about this, he asked if we could do something this week...I said I'd think about it...
If only I could sleep around with people, this would be perfect. He would leave, I'd never see him again and all would be over. But obvioulsy, I cannot be that simple. I am a complicated gay man, which makes me think of women sometimes. i understand them. All you men who don't, talk to me...
Now all I think about is why this happened... grrrrr. For four months, i wished this macho stereotype was gay and then, here he goes, embraces the rainbow on his last week in town...This is just great.
What else do you have in store for me, Dio? No fair...no fair at all...
P.S: AdamX, I've become addicted to "Ugly Betty"...I hate the title, though and I wish Betty would finally remove those braces... but I LOVE Daniel, especially his hairdo and smile.
P.P.S: I had a rather fun flirt session with a Middle-Eastern guy today...he lives two doors down from where I live... will update if the flirting goes somewhere :)
image credit: psycing
Labels: sad, salvador dali, ugly betty
